8:51 PM
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
BIG NEWS! the lazy one is now updating!! haha. paiseh to all who was waiting! i shall make it up by blogging a long long long long post about last week which was a nice nice week for me (:--- --- --- --- --- --- ---monday. school! recess! mashimaro!! <33after school! mashimaro!! <33>
FIRST time i saw mashimaro after school okay! SUPER SPECIAL.
supposed to go bugis with yaolu to buy presents for her juniors but in the end didn't. because i dragged her to 30 bus stop to check. i wasn't expecting that, just wanted to walk there for fun and take bus 158 after that. BUT BUT BUT it happened! mondays are indeed my SUPER LUCKY days! love mondays!!
yup. so i dragged yaolu to take bus 30 with me. she was a little pissed because she couldn't go to bugis anymore but nevertheless, she was happy for me (: when bus 30 reached paya lebar, yaolu wanted to alight to shop for the presents. i was SUPER reluctant but relented in the end because it was a great sacrifice on her part to take bus 30.
BUT there was nothing to shop for at paya lebar and she made me promise to go bugis with her the next day. shouldn't have alighted! >.<
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campus superstar.
"zhi shao zou de bi ni zao" is a difficult song, but clara managed to sing it well!! and her voice sounded really sweet.
smiled when she sang. prayed after she sang. jumped for joy at the marks. voted 30 times after the show.
yet she was eliminated.
the results was announced at the forum at around 10.20 pm. but i still held on to the hope that it wasn't true. sigh. the farewell video was super touching..
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it's a good thing for clara:
- she can now concentrate with 'O' levels.
all the best for your studies clara!
- it's difficult to imagine competing against teresa & zhiyang.
the DESERVING winners of the grand finals are obvious.
- she got eliminated when her performance was well done.
this prevents idiots from saying that she deserves to be out. we can all see (except some blind ones duh) that she deserves to stay tonight.
- she has much less criticisms to face now (more friends than foes)
wEijiAnfAn has shown us how true this is.
ps: there are hardly any "curses", "scoldings", etc. at geraldine's board (at the main site) after the results were announced. compare this to the amount at clara's board when geraldine was eliminated. this goes to show something?
ohwells. i just want to say that i am proud of dhs and clara's fans.
TO: CLARA
i know i should feel happy for you, but it's still really saddening. we can no longer see your performance on stage again, can't be jumping for joy every week at your tremendous improvements, cannot listen to the songs you sing anymore ):
i told myself to smile, but tears still dropped when your video was showed.
yup. you did it! you showed everyone you deserve your position with your own abilities! and you were strong all the way towards the end, showing really positive attitude. we dunmanians are so proud of you!
thank you for bringing us those wonderful performances!
you are forever a superstar in our hearts (:
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i posted the above message at the forum that night, so copied and pasted.
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tuesday.
another SUPER DUPER SPECIAL day!
recess - ):
after school - (:
went to bugis with yaolu to buy presents for her juniors.
i've always hated bugis but still went there with yaolu. - to repay her for her kindness (:
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wednesday.
BSP - (:
went to tampines mall with jochebed, kath, guppy, and yaolu to buy presents for shujun and javier. walked and walked and walked but didn't buy anything in the end ):
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thursday.
recess - (:
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friday.
during physics, a guy did some gay action outside the classroom.
after that, i kupped a sweet from guppy's table and went to the front to throw the wrapper away. tanjunwei just finished rubbing the whiteboard and was on the way back.
tjw: he do like zabor (girl) like that.
me: zabor not like that hor, don't insult zabor.
all the while when i was saying that, i was sucking the sweet. when i bent to throw the wrapper, i heard laughter (again). i turned back and saw mr hong staring.
mr hong: zabor, what you doing ah? zabor, cannot eat sweets in class hor!
i was - O.O
second malu incident in class, and with mr hong again la!
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mr nelson tum didn't come on friday so we had free periods. kath, meiyun and me went down to the canteen and talked.
meiyun:
i know i'm very petty to get angry easily. i know i'm very mean to dao you. but that's what i am. i only bother to dao those who i consider 90% close okay! (obviously, this only apply to girls.) haha.
i never said it was you, remember?
see that smiley face beside your name under the links?
(=
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routine training on friday.
another nice training! i really think trainings are getting alot better, mainly because of the pt. not only do the activities allow us to build up our stamina, it's much more interesting and fun. plus when doing the activities, the squad spirit can be felt (:
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the end!
1:35 AM
Thursday, March 16, 2006
it was a super high day, but spoilt by some sickening crapo. nonetheless, i shall *rubrub* that pig away from my brain and blog about the happy stuff! had lotsa conversations today - yaolu, mingwei, eunice, jocelyn, hongsheng, alson, jiayao and TONG! lol. dunno why but i missed tong all of a sudden! anyway. yup. was really high when yaolu, mingwei and me discussed about chemistry mini assignment. mingwei sent us some funny pictures! yaolu and me disgraced ourselves in front of mingwei.. we were scolding each other, and mingwei said MA SHI AI. =.= then i talked to tong! she taught me how to kup people's emoticons! and she let me kup hers!! TONG rawks (: jiayou jiayou jiayou for interview! then. hongsheng the lao tou come and nag me to go sleep again. and i compete emoticons with him! lol. i bu zi liang li, only kupped some from tong then go compete. hongsheng got a million emoticons okay! so i said i was tired already, shall only compete tomorrow! so smart eh? i shall go and research for many emoticons! plus i kupped all of hongsheng's emoticons! who ask him show-off? haha. EVIL. yup. then alson came.alson: busy collecting emoticons ah?sotme: yup!alson: hongsheng spam you like gay right?sotme: HUH HOW YOU KNOW?!alson: because i from his class mah.sotme: oh.. HUH FROM HIS CLASS SO WHAT?! YOU ARE HONGSHENG AH?alson: nola. because he also spam me with nudges.sotme: SPAM YOU WITH NUDGES MEANS SPAM ME WITH EMOTICONS MEH?! YOU ARE HONGSHENG RIGHT?!alson: ...sotme: YOU MUST BE HONGSHENG!!alson: no la. he still online what..sotme: YOU MUST BE HONGSHENG!!then hongsheng came.hongsheng: i'm chatting with alson so don't bother. haha.sotme: ..!! you are at alson's house right?hongsheng: no la. now 12 plus already i at his house for what.sotme: ... ... I KNOW!! YOU TWO ARE GAYS!!hongsheng: you need a doctor.LOL. okay i was super gay today.
5:39 PM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
i do realise that i've been harsh towards those who brought up that issue. thus, if you realise that when you start talking about that issue, regardless of whether you tagged or you chatted about it, and i avoid it, there are two possibilities. 1. YOU are the one my entry was referring to. 2. i don't want to be harsh towards you. in the replies i gave to some people who asked about it, i was really harsh and cold. paiseh about that. but i did give a warning in my blog entry not to ask already.--- --- --- --- --- --- ---to person Y: heya. yes YOU. haha.so honourable right? to ... yup. you know i know can le (: other than keeping it to yourself and not betraying me, which shows what a true friend you are, you were really of great help in ... yup. once again, you know i know can le (:lol. napoleon + squealor!--- --- --- --- --- --- ---to person G:you should know who you are. yes i know you know who you are.i know you are just one concerned friend. but i shall say it again. it's impossible. get it? plus. most importantly, don't you try hitting on her. fine. you might say that i'm making a big fuss out of what you think is trivial again. i shall now explain the impact to you.if she told, do you know that will be considered a betrayal? and that will cause our long-last TRUE friendship to go --BOOM--?! i trusted people easily, but always got betrayed in the end. thus, i learnt not to trust easily. i only have those few friends whom i can trust, and she is one of them. yet you made an attempt to break the trust. at least, that's how i see it. if an answer was gotten, a friendship would have been lost. and a heart would have been broken.ohwells. i don't think you will care. since you are just one selfish pig.thankgod heaven is fair. and the selfish one didn't get what he wanted. --- --- --- --- --- --- ---to person -:you are there at it again. i was about to throw away the horrible things you did, but you made me feel disgusted at your character once again. disgusting one who doesn't realise your disgusting actions.you will only give me a worse impression if you continue. yes. i realise i am being extremely bad. it's because YOU are the one i'm talking to.
2:32 AM
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
sir junyang just sent all std 3s an email again. i'm not the only one who stay up this late then (:campus superstar results show was horrifying. before the show started, grace called and said that she think clara got out. i practically hanged up on her can. then when geraldine was announced to have gotten in, i broke down. because i thought clara had no more hope since she was up against khim. when khim got eliminated instead of clara, i cried too, because khim is super nice! boo.thankgod adriano made it (:--- --- --- --- --- --- ---i know i am being obvious enough. time to reflect?
10:04 PM
Monday, March 13, 2006
had an exciting day today! third aunt brought me out to look for tuition agency. then we went to visit fifth aunt who just gave birth. the nursery was filled with cute babies!! they are all so small, yet their determination to live on is so strong. i think i want to work as a nurse next time (: then third aunt fetched me to school. helped out with the comp teams for around 45 minutes only. after that played volleyball with jocelyn, zhiying, yujia, wanting and adelyn. it was the first time i played with them! and super super super fun (: learnt alot of new techniques!was on bus 30 with yahui, mianmian, cheryl and shunjie on the way home when tong called and asked if we wanted to go for campus superstar. so cheryl, shunjie and me agreed and got down the bus. we ran to take bus 196. the bus driver told us to stop at suntec and take bus 166. but when we got down we realised there wasn't bus 166! in conclusion, we lost our way already. we wanted to take a cab but it was the peak hour and we were at the central business district. so no taxis. then we took turns to throw the dice. odd number we continue to wait for the cab. even number we give up. and all three of us got even numbers. sigh. then we went to suntec and ate dinner loh. nice cheryl's nice dad took us home (: cheryl, shunjie and me talked alot about st john. i love my squadmates loads (:anyway. i was praying that i could catch campus superstar but three-quarters of it was over by the time i reached home. so i gave up and decided to watch the repeat show.i didn't feel like voting because i wasn't sure which number to sms for clara, khim and adriano. plus i'm broke. BUT. when i went to clara's thread at campus superstar's official website, there was a message saying that clara got higher marks than geraldine tonight! and there was a message stating the number to sms. note that it was 9.58 pm then. and the voting ends at 10.00 pm sharp. i grabbed my phone and realised that out of battery le! i chionged to charge and hurried to send 10 smses to vote for clara! hope that i was in time and my clock isn't slow! if clara improved yet she gets eliminated (touch wood!), it will be such a pity!ohwells. but there's also the sad news. i went to adriano's thread next and realised that he got the lowest marks! but it was already 10.01 pm and i couldn't vote! BOO. may lady luck be with adriano!end of my exciting post (:
3:25 AM
I thought you were another true friend,whose heart was upright and fine.But you are just one, who cheats and lies.You hurt one after another,fabricated different stories for each of the other.You acted and pretended,made it look as if you suffered.You played the lovely angel,but you are actually the worst devil. HYPOCRITE.--- --- --- --- --- --- ---
don't ask me who i'm referring to.if you have done something i mentioned, reflect.if you didn't, there is no need to bother. neither do you have to poke your nose into this.for people who know me well, they would know that i don't really take it to heart even when i look super angry. but if i'm able to put my anger and disgust into words, then there is zero percent chance i'm gonna take it easily. i'm not one who can pretend that nothing happened, and act as if i still trust you. but i am not that stupid to create trouble for myself by putting myself against you openly. however, i will make sure you sense that the above poem is written solely for you.feel that my attitude towards you changed drastically? if you are innocent, there's no need for you to worry.last warning: don't bother asking me who i am referring to. it merely shows the guilt you have.
11:45 PM
Sunday, March 12, 2006
had routine training on saturday. i liked the pt! we ran two rounds around the school, then had relay for running and bx. lastly, commando crawl! lol. very long never do commando crawl le. i injured my knees and left elbow, but still felt satisfied (: because can feel the squad spirit! there was toc assessment too, i learnt alot of stuff on the way. paiseh for my timing, i really have no sense of rhythm at all ): get well soon shunjie and tiffany (: --- --- --- --- --- --- ---ohyah. i hadn't mentioned that i bought creative's zen neeon mp3 player last sunday. anyways. there are some problems with it. cannot use le. so i went to century square where i bought it with the receipt but the boss said that i have to go to their head office. bleargh. it's at beach road leh! --- --- --- --- --- --- ---AND. the flamings are getting worse on Clara's thread! and one of the flamers said that all DHS peeps are arrogant, especially those from sjab. WTH. what's gotta do with sjab la?! HUMPH.
10:49 PM
Friday, March 10, 2006
i failed my physics test (:hm. let's see okay. since term started, there was a maths quiz, a maths common test, a higher chinese common test, a physics common test and a biology common test. i failed both maths quiz and maths common test plus the physics test. ohwows. i'd never failed three tests in a year before in the past. yet it happened all in a term this year! yet i can still be laughing away at the teacher's comment (i doubt it was meant to be a joke) after i got my physics paper. am i pro or am i pro? ohwells. i'm not one who get depressed over marks afterall (: although being in dhp gives more stress since one test determines your term's mark (which means i'm dead), staying happy is more important! at most get kicked out of school loh. haha. maybe the lords above think that i ought to be punished for not studying hard, so they gave me fatigue. boo. feeling super sick now. thankgod for hongsheng, who agreed to take over being i/c for tomorrow's routine training! he saved my life!
2:09 AM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
I AM GOING CRAZY. So many people are flaming Clara at her personal board at the Campus Superstar website. I didn't comment at first because I found it troublesome to have to sign up. But after reading many INSULTING comments for a few days, I couldn't stand it anymore. Thus I signed up in order to stand up for Clara and DHS. Those people seriously don't understand English. If they are not supporting Clara, just get out of her page la! Why must they hurt her?! There are even people who CLAIM to be from DHS and forced to vote for Clara. That idiot even said that he/she felt ashamed to have to vote for Clara. If they are indeed from DHS, then I would be the one feeling most ashamed to have them as schoolmates. HELLO. I don't see anyone forcing us to vote okay. If there were teachers like that, those students should have had enough brains to report the teachers instead of following the orders.HOWEVER. I strongly believe that there are no such dumb DHS students around. I'm quite sure they are just plain idiots who were unable to get into DHS but yet fantasize to be one of our students. Worse still, there are people once again, CLAIMING to be from DHS, making trouble at Yvonne's board. If they are really DHS students, I hope they are sensible enough to stop their nonsense. If they are not, I hope they get arrested soon. Is there a law that states that no claiming to be from other schools is allowed? If there isn't, I shall propose it in the bill during moot parliament programme.Why do I have the feeling that people are trying to ruin DHS's image?
6:47 PM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
