i know people 2 metres away can hear it. (because only 20% of dhs sings the national anthem)
i know they snigger away when they do.
i know my singing sucks.
sorry la. not everyone musically inclined one mah.
but hey. at least i am PATRIOTIC. unlike people who don't sing the national anthem.
so open your mouth and sing if you don't want to hear me.
and thank me for giving you a chance to laugh :D
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not once. not twice. it's so many times i can't recall.
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i thought -
the cheerful side you had was purely a mask
a mask that hides your face
a face that hides the pain
a pain that eats your heart
a heart nobody knows.
i hated to see you being taken for granted.
i wanted to help you. i wanted to be your friend. i wanted to see your true smile.
but i guess i was expecting too much.
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i thought -
how can some people be wicked to such a horrifying extent?
i took a break from school because of my headache. yet i still got to hear evil stuff you did. how you spoilt their days. how you hurt them. how you angered them. how you sucked totally.
all these made my head spin. and i am still amazed at how you did it.
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can you imagine it? wednesday, thursday, friday - tests. tuesday, thursday - comp trains. friday - sec 1 comp. i'm surprised i survived through it.
anyways. i stayed awake for the whole of thursday night and friday morning because of this.
guppy helped me to print it, thanks thanks!!
gave our gifts, notes and photos to the jenova std1s after school. and i had to go for std2s' routine training so didn't get to see the sec1 comp. but jenova got 1st!! (:
yup. throughout comp trains, we could see them putting in effort for everything. and we mentors were really proud of them. no matter what the results were, jenova std1s were already the winners of our hearts :D i'm sure the memories of sec1 comp will be with them for the rest of their lives, because this is the comp they worked hard for and gotten the results they deserved.
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very disappointed.
throughout the nights i stayed awake, mom scolded me and told me it wasn't worth it. she asked why sacrifice my sleep and studies just because of that. she said nobody would appreciate it and they might not even win.
i didn't think that was true, because i thought they should have been able to see how much all of us were putting in because of them. and i didn't care what the results were, because i did it for them, not for the results.
but it turned out that i was too stupid.
they didn't know that i bothered because i care for them.
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routine training for std2s was not bad.
their cheering was louder than the previous training. and this time round everybody had a chance to try out toc.
evaluation on monday. hoped they get the rationale behind the punishment.
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poo. at least i worked pretty hard on friday. stayed up till 3 am to type out general first aid notes for jenova's std 1s. obviously woke up late in the morning (3 hours later to be exact) and wasted 10++ bucks on taxi to make it in time for morning footdrill. the only reason i stayed awake for the day's lessons was because i was writing diagnosis notes for the std 1s. they were all in different coloured papers and i felt accomplished and boosted up just by looking at the bright colours :D
5 more days to the std 1's competition.
we mentors have already done all we can, the rest is up to you guys. this is afterall YOUR competition.
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saturday was flag day.
jenova's location was aljunied. quite a good location with kind people (:
there was this couple which i met 3 times, even after i went to a different spot. they recognised me too and the guy said: "hai2 mei2 you3 wan2 ah? (haven't ended ah?)". lol. affinity! they then came back with coins to donate again, such a nice couple! they ate lunch where i was standing and turned to look at me once in a while. they even waved bye when they were about to leave!! SO NICE :D
yupp. although this year's flag day wasn't as memorable as the first one i had during std 1 (someone even went to get small change just to donate to me!!), i still enjoyed it really much ^^
received 9 two dollar notes this year (x although it's nothing compared to a fifty dollar note a standard one in hera received, i still feel the MAN3 ZU2 GAN3. plus my tin was 4/5 full :D
who said singaporeans are cold-hearted huh? RETARDS.
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getting real lazy nowadays. 48 hours of holiday and all i've done is sleep.
i still owe plenty of homework. and i need to get the first aid notes ready for jenova's std 1s.
RAH.
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i try to never let people i don't particularly like get to me. but as for those i love, just one word can shatter the heart. had a tiff with my mom today, and i climbed out of the window on the second storey. i sat on the small border outside the window, expecting my mom to come get me. and guess what. she asked my lil brother to switch off the lights and they went to sleep! @#$%^&*
ohwells. i bet she reckoned that i am sensible enough not to jump, since i won't die anyway. BUT CAN'T SHE JUST COME AND PACIFY ME FOR A SECOND?! hmph. i must have gotten my stubborn streak from her.
anyways, i climbed down in the dark and thought of how blessed i was to have 5 extra rooms to choose to sleep in, my own labtop in my own room, my own digital camera, my own creative zen neeon, my own scanner cum printer cum photocopier, my own handphone, to have gone to 3 countries this year, to have known 2d`o5, to have wonderful friends by my side, to have a complete family, etc.etc.etc. and TADA. i made myself smile again.
BAH. i have to start saving up for things i wanna buy.
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had national day celebration in school on tuesday.
it was pretty much a failure on the school's part. please la, what's national day celebration without national day songs?
nevertheless, the class activity part was fun :D alson came with hairsprays and we went around SPRAYING!! weicheng came back from NUS and joined us (x but we were stopped later by ms christine tan and had to get our hair washed. boo. but we had our lot of fun already (=
after that we went to the auditorium to choose our uniform for year 5 and 6. not very impressed with the designs but at least the fourth one looked okay. the metal buttons signify dunman high la, how can we do without it?! without them, people will wonder whether we are from broadrick or coral or whatever when we are wearing our uniform. we will lose our identity without the metal buttons!
and i hearby announce i think shunjie is a retard for thinking that those who want to keep the metal buttons are retards.
then. the 2d`o5 outing that i was so looking forward to!!
yaolu and jochebed didn't want to go at first and i got pissed at them. but in the end they went and we talked and i KNOW they were glad they didn't miss it (x
yup. throughout the journey to tampines, there were moments where i stopped talking, and just gazed at them and smiled to myself like an idiot. it was so XING FU just looking at them and reminiscing the old times.. i love chatting with them :D and i played HEI BAI PEI with cheryl on the way - super gay! haha.
we ate lunch at century square and went to buy movie tickets for CLICK. after that, a few of us scooted off to take neoprints.
jochebed the lil princess!
so personalised!
I LOVE 2d`o5 <3
we then went to best denki to fantasize at the high tech stuff. the iGallop was fun!! ji-gop ji-gop ji-gop! then there were fridges with mirrors.. mini hairdryers.. and tong tried the giap-ing thing which was supposed to make your eyelashes curl or something. then we had to rush off to the movie!
shalln't be a spoiler here but i strongly recommend the movie! there were the teary moments but ended up happy ending. i love this kinda movies :D
after the movie junting showed the way to the posh and luxurious toilet on the 2nd storey. it was
WOW.
the whole toilet was made up of mirrors!! there was even a whole area just for women to put on makeup! most importantly, women who are tired from the shopping can just snooze off on the sofa in the toilet!! lol. we spent like half an hour in the toilet!
yup. after that walked to the bus interchange with gracey, cheryl and weisong. ohya. forgot to mention that gracey bought me a antique notebook from taiwan! 10q (:
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i already threw everything to the back of my head and stopped thinking about it long ago. but you had to remind me about it and claim that i am still affecting you.
you are the one doing small actions behind la.
what the hell.
i hate people who seek attention using despicable means.
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