i try to never let people i don't particularly like get to me. but as for those i love, just one word can shatter the heart. had a tiff with my mom today, and i climbed out of the window on the second storey. i sat on the small border outside the window, expecting my mom to come get me. and guess what. she asked my lil brother to switch off the lights and they went to sleep! @#$%^&*

ohwells. i bet she reckoned that i am sensible enough not to jump, since i won't die anyway. BUT CAN'T SHE JUST COME AND PACIFY ME FOR A SECOND?! hmph. i must have gotten my stubborn streak from her.

anyways, i climbed down in the dark and thought of how blessed i was to have 5 extra rooms to choose to sleep in, my own labtop in my own room, my own digital camera, my own creative zen neeon, my own scanner cum printer cum photocopier, my own handphone, to have gone to 3 countries this year, to have known 2d`o5, to have wonderful friends by my side, to have a complete family, etc.etc.etc. and TADA. i made myself smile again.

BAH. i have to start saving up for things i wanna buy.

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