not once. not twice. it's so many times i can't recall.

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i thought -

the cheerful side you had was purely a mask

a mask that hides your face

a face that hides the pain

a pain that eats your heart

a heart nobody knows.

i hated to see you being taken for granted.

i wanted to help you. i wanted to be your friend. i wanted to see your true smile.

but i guess i was expecting too much.

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i thought -

how can some people be wicked to such a horrifying extent?

i took a break from school because of my headache. yet i still got to hear evil stuff you did. how you spoilt their days. how you hurt them. how you angered them. how you sucked totally.

all these made my head spin. and i am still amazed at how you did it.

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