2:58 PM
Thursday, December 28, 2006
HOHOHO i am back!! hope you all enjoyed christmas (:
i typed this post sometime after exams but didn't publish it. anyways, here it is.
VOILA!
long time no see. plenty of happenings. flooded thoughts and emotions. and i dont know where to start.
i shall try to do it in sequence.
remember jiu3 dian4 feng1 yun2? it ended sometime in the middle of exams. i think i was the only one who watched tv for hours without fail during exam period. but i don't regret it! it's seriously a fantastic serial!
despite how the three brothers had harmed him (they didnt know martin was helping them), martin still helped them in the end! i really admire him. they made him lose his father, injured him, and even made use of his loved one to betray him. he forgived them again and again, until wang qi jie made use of bi qi to betray him. he lost his cool and vowed to take revenge. he appeared to cooperate with zheng yong fa (the bad guy) to harm the three brothers. but in the end he was actually helping the three brothers AGAIN.
how many of us are able to do that? to forgive people who had hurt you over and over again. to forget how you have suffered and treat them well sincerely from the bottom of your heart. for many people, it is easy to pretend nothing happened, but it's almost impossible to forget. as for me, both are not within my abilities. because i am petty and selfish. i will not hide my anger and let you have a peace of mind. a lot of nice people are willing to do so in order to salvage a friendship. but i can't. unless if i like you extremely.
back to the show.
i was gan3 dong4 when martin pretended to be a bad guy to unite the brothers. i cried when the three brothers injured him (there was a crack sound as his hand was bent!!). i shouted at the tv, scolding qi jie when he made use of bi qi to hurt martin. i jumped in anger when ke er smiled sweetly, with her vicious heart well hidden. i whined to my mother whenever kai xin got maligned by ke er. i grinned from ear to ear when qi jie got concerned about kai xin. i grumbled about qi jie's stupidity everytime he trusted ke er instead of kai xin. i shut the tv off when qi jie went to bed with ke er (super horrible scene! i seriously wanted to punch qi jie). i turned on the tv when it was martin's scene. i felt xing4 fu2 when martin and bi qi xiang1 qin1 xiang1 ai4. i giggled crazily when xiaoqin (bi qi's son) was kawaii. i felt bu4 fu2 qi4 for kai xin when she forgived qi jie in the end, but decided it's okay, since qi jie was shuai4. i went, "see how you have cuo4 guai4 martin!" when the three brothers finally realised martin was a good guy. i felt depressed when martin said he will take revenge upon the three brothers for causing him misery. i prayed in hope that he was only putting on an act when martin told the bad guy he will cooperate with him. i clapped and cheered with joy when it turned out that i am right. i am proud of myself for having trusted martin till the end (x
understand why i said it's fantastic now? the whole plot is so realistic that it allows the audience to gan3 tong2 shen1 shou4. seriously speaking, the show affects my mood drastically.
now lets talk about e-e--ex--exa---exams.
they came crashing like a tornado, it was too sudden and fast. last year we had it one month later loh! fine, it is my fault for preparing late.
language arts. i slept through three-quarters of the lessons. i read bang bang. i flipped through half of frankenstein. i didn't touch macbeth. even if you are a 3-year-old kid, i guess you can already predict the disastrous grade i will be getting.
higher chinese. if i am not wrong, nobody studied for it. there wasnt enough time for me to do the paper 2 ): there were around 4 comprehensions i think. all open ended questions and still had chang2 wen2 suo1 duan3! i didnt finish the paper so i shall just kiss my A goodbye.
mathematics. i had a poor foundation last year and couldnt be bothered to catch up. thus i just neglected it this entire year. i studied for paper 1 but not paper 2. plus plenty of carelessness. so i am prepared to fail (x
chemistry. i place all my hopes on this because this is the only subject i pay attention to during class. plus ms ng is a good teacher :D
physics. i didnt study properly before the exam and its a subject the entire 3b is weak at. plus sadistic mr hong set a killer paper. conclusion? dead.
biology. i studied 3 days beforehand, which i thought to be worthy of praise. but I realized majority of the rest studied at least a month beforehand. poo. I guess I should be able to pass.
history. i didnt put in a lot of effort because mr chiang gave a lot of hints already. I thought the paper was okay but I wrote too slowly T.T could have written a lot more ):
thats all for now.
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