I'm really useless.
Perhaps I shouldn't drown myself with such a heavy burden of doing the school proud. Then I would definitely be much happier.
For I can accept one less distinction if it's only for myself.
I slept the entire day away, and I'm not feeling too bad about it.
Because the good rest triggered positive thoughts which managed to disperse the negative ones I had over the past few days. Regardless of how important this stretch towards the A levels is, it's always good to have a needful break once in a while, just to clear the mind and find meaning again in life. To realise what you're living for, so that you don't lose your direction in the process.
Thursday.
I agree that we were indeed too insensitive. But, really. It was at-the-moment kind of thing. It's the kind of action that given a second chance, nobody will commit it again but it was really just inevitable at that point in time.
There's nothing wrong in being happy for our class. There's nothing wrong to feel that our efforts haven't gone down the drain after one year of hard work. There's nothing wrong in expressing our appreciation for our subject tutor from deep down our hearts.
It was just wrong that we did it there and then.
Yes, we are apologetic. But for those who "buay song" or "hate" our class just because of that, then perhaps you should reflect on your maturity level.