This is bad.

In the process of writing my PQ and T3A, I realised that I know next to nothing about myself. As such, I turned my room upside down and took out all my "for memories' sake" friendship letters.

After reading through what my friends have wrote for and about me, mixed feelings came about. Most apparent was the smile which occurred naturally when touched by the fact that there were so many people out there who knew more about me than I do myself. Yet, there was another negative emotion deep inside me.

我终于明白为什么现在的路是多么的昏暗。原来以往强烈的原则已渐渐暗淡。少了指引我的路灯，我已失去了方向。失去了生命的意义，失去了让身边的人快乐的能力，我失去了我最宝贵的。