omg. i almost died from stress today.
all the various things that i haven't done for cts kept running through my brain, and my heart almost stopped due to the never-ending influx of adrenaline running in my body.
yes, many many many things undone, plus nefmq for the entire tmr.
after taking a break to think and reflect, i realised that there's no need for me to feel stressed. because given the available time i had for this holidays (minus asean, sat, clep camp), it's really a considerable effort and fantastic improvement from any single holiday in the past, which was usually spent on dramas and nothing else. at least this time i have TRIED. perhaps tried and failed, but nevertheless an attempt. it will definitely be better next time! this i promise myself.
GAMBATTE!